When Fear Steals Your Voice| By Tori Savoy

As I sit writing this very blog, I am amazed by how God brought me here. The 25 years that I have been alive, He has spent molding me and preparing me for this very purpose.

Seeing God move through Unveiling Eden has been one of the best experiences. However, so much had to happen in my heart leading up to me joining this team.

I think back to 12-year-old me, writing late at night in my room. I have notebook after notebook filled with words from God, poetry, and even fictional stories. However, each entry was signed by a pen name I created because I was too afraid to ever claim my writing as my own.

Gloria Kingsley (glory to the King) was much more confident, much more talented in my mind. When God spoke to my heart that He was going to use my writing to touch people all over the world, I quickly came up with this name to hide behind. I told myself the name was out of humbleness to put the focus solely on God, but truly it was fear in my heart. Fear of what others would think of me and the words I said. Fear of criticism of my abilities to write or speak.

More often than not, God’s plans for us are scary. It takes a lot of faith and preparations.

God really had to strip me of my fears and show me how to find my voice.

I am always reminded of Moses. He was not well-spoken and begged God to send someone more qualified to free the Israelites.

“But Moses pleaded with the LORD, ‘O Lord, I’m not very good with words. I never have been, and I’m not now, even though you have spoken to me. I get tongue-tied, and my words get tangled.’

Then the LORD asked Moses, ‘Who makes a person’s mouth? Who decides whether people speak or do not speak, hear or do not hear, see or do not see? Is it not I, the LORD? Now go! I will be with you as you speak, and I will instruct you in what to say.’” Exodus 4:10-12 (NLT)

Although He will use our talents in the process, God does not look for people who are perfect. All He asks is for obedience.

Anytime that I have shared my experiences or a word that the Lord has given me, God has used it to reach at least one person.

However, each time I am going to share an important experience, my heart is flooded with fear. The devil knows the power our voice will have when it testifies of God’s goodness. He will do everything in his power to stifle your voice and make you feel unqualified.

Apostles such as Peter and Paul were very outspoken despite the pending threat of imprisonment and even death. Because of them, the name of Jesus was made known to more people than we can imagine.

In the Old Testament, Esther spoke out to save her people from persecution, when it could have ended in her own death.

Because your voice has power, it will always have opposition. However, your faith and obedience to God’s leading will be rewarded.

Your encounters with God are not meant to shape just your life. They can also impact those around you who may be going through something similar.

We should not hoard all of God’s goodness in our hearts but go proclaim it to everyone around us. When the woman at the well met Jesus, she dropped everything she was doing to go spread the word to all she knew.

“So the woman left her water jar and went away into town and said to the people, “Come, see a man who told me all that I ever did. Can this be the Christ?”” John‬ ‭4:28-29‬ ‭ESV‬‬

Years ago, I would let fear keep me from proclaiming God’s name. But today, His strength is enough to follow the path He has for me.

Maybe you have talents God wants to use or a story He would like you to share. Do not let the devil tell you that your voice does not matter or your story is insignificant. Turn your eyes to the one who created your mouth, and He will do the rest.

One thought on “When Fear Steals Your Voice| By Tori Savoy

  1. Wow. Fear binds me even as I type this. I find myself not being able to tell others around me about Jesus and God. It frustrates me so much. A lot of days I feel like a coward. This is a great story and it shows me I’m not the only person who struggles with the fear. Thank you.

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